IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME


IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME, THROW ME OFF THE MOUNTAIN

Erin Clark


RELEASE: SEPTEMBER 1, 2020

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ISBN paperback: 78-87-92633-55-2

9×6 in; 268 pages (black and white on creme)

ISBN Ebook 78-87-92633-56-9

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If You Really Love Me, Throw Me Off the Mountain is a memoir of love and adventure. It tells of one very whole woman’s experience of being disabled in a world that cannot imagine her being anything other than broken. In 2014, aerial dancer Erin Clark moves from Canada to command the stages of New York City. When her wheelchair breaks, sepsis nearly kills her, and her marriage ends, she is flung out of her life and into a dramatic series of events, which culminates with her moving to Spain to join a paragliding school and master one of the world’s most dangerous sports. When she falls in love in the Andalusian mountains, she learns that a flying wheelchair might not be the biggest risk of all.




Contents

Prologue: Please, let me on the plane 19

Part One: How to be a sex icon 13

Chapter 1: Better things to do 15

Chapter 2: A wheelchair can’t be a woman 21

Chapter 3: True adventures 33

Chapter 4: Father figure 40

Chapter 5: A godsend 51

Chapter 6: When you get what you want 56

Chapter 7: To marry a forest 65

Chapter 8: An inspiration 75

Chapter 9: The lovers 82

Chapter 10: Glitter helps 88

Chapter 11: The Death You Don’t Die 97

Part Two: Impossible things 109

Chapter 12: The unknown factor 111

Chapter 13: “Take” me 125

Chapter 14: Missing pieces 137

Chapter 15: A good match 145

Chapter 16: Please, no difficult wind 151

Part Three All fall down 163

Chapter 17: Love all the way 165

Chapter 18 Mad or wise? 174

Chapter 19: A good girl 181

Chapter 20: Devotion 190

Chapter 21: I’ll be more like you 195

Chapter 22: An homage to something real 209

Chapter 23: Before death, French fries 218

Chapter 24: Crashing is part of the sport 227

Chapter 25: It shows somehow in the eyes 235

Chapter 26: Dispatches from the desert, a second Heart 245



Learn more

Read more about Erin and her adventures at her won website: How to be a sex icon.